2/26/12

i’m listening to hawaiian roller coaster ride from lilo and stitch movie and i can’t wait for summer. and to have a baby and a husband like my cousin and his wife and his beautiful and adorable 1 year and 4 month daughter. 

today was normal like any other day. cept i have school tomorrow and i haven’t been to school in MONTHS so. maybe dad will let me borrow the car for a couple of hours instead of taking the bus. public transportation is nice sometimes, since i’m not shy anymore. last time i had a conversation with a really old woman about the ability to fly if humans could. 

OH and i forgot to write this in here, but last week or so, this drunk guy came in the store to buy some candy. he went in sandy’s line. she’s totally a milf. i was bagging for her and we were talking until the guy said “wow you’re both wearing glasses. that’s hot.” and sandy points to her ring and says “hold your horses bud.” and i kindly say “thank you.” then when we give him his change, he goes: “i really like that kind of underwear that makes a girl’s butt pop.” and he looked RIGHT AT ME and said “like yours, missy.”

oh my god my face burned and i was freaking out. sandy just went “whoooaoaaaa mister” and then he took his candy and left. she said she smelt his breath and said that he was drunk but holy SHIT. maybe i forgot because i want to forget that ever happened wow okay it didn’t okay let’s pretend.

i also got my friend out of thinking that he’s worthless and suicidal. which made me happy as fuck since i failed almost twice. i care so much about people it’s insane. well, the people that are close to me. i also realized that promises don’t mean shit. when you’re a kid, if you break it, then you get hit or something or get taddled on. after i made a promise to get good cereal for my mom, i strangely thought back to vanya and me. how she kept her promise to never be a bitch or ignore me etc etc for no reason ever again. and i believed her. but now we don’t even talk to each other after she said she never gave a fuck about me. strange thing is…why am i smiling? maybe because i realized how pathetic she is or how selfish humans can be, and how fast i’ve gotten over that shit. or maybe because laffy taffy suddenly plays on itunes shuffle. 

okay well i’m going to bed. thank god it’s raining tomorrow. i love the warm weather but i love bundling up in clothes the most. plus i have religion first and then art history and it’s my day off :3

i also have to study cockney…or british slang. that’s gonna be hard as shit. 

later skater